It was the worst result of my university life. I hope not to see that ever again.

This is perfect proof that some subjects can only be mastered with hard work and consistent effort. I need to thank my lucky stars that I can graduate with my class of honours intact.

I think that this is proof I may not be as suitable as I thought I will be as an accountant, or as an auditor, or as an research analyst. Basically, anything too quant is probably not my forte. I can deal with numbers, but not as well as I would like.

Some of you may notice that this post is rather deliberate and careful with words, cos I know that some of the audience may take issue with the vulgarities I tend to spew online. But, just let me vent my frustrations here, okay? =)

FUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! WHAT SHIT RESULTSS!!

arrr, much better.

I think I will be closing this blog once I start work. No point updating this blog anymore since I will probably be busy working. I really hope that this shit result will not affect my chances in future opportunities next time. If it does, I will be buying up all available AA306 text and burning them in a bonfire right in front of NBS!!!! hah a ha ha ha hah

Been experiencing humbling situations this week...

It is time for me to buck up and be motivated to succeed...

Lack of self confidence has always tripped me up in the worst possible times... I need to show that I am worthy of it, and will exceed expectations!

jiayou jiayou!

From now on, only hard work and persistence can pull me through. No longer will I rely on "luck" and "smarts". I have stretched my luck too far, and have over-estimated how much my "smarts" can compensate for the inherent laziness.

time to sleep, and reflect.

what the hell am i thinking? ...

The new year promises certain "milestones" in my life...

the end of january is gonna be an exciting time for me... fingers crossed!!

Feb'09 promises, as every other Feb in other years, to rip my wallet to shreds~

May 09 will be my unofficial graduation!! no more studies!!

July 09 will be when I start work... finally, earning my own keep! I still remember wanting to get out of the rat race, but looks who is jumping head first into the rat cage? ha ha

"A person can improve his or her character by practicing self-discipline, while a good character can be corrupted by repeated self-indulgence." Aristotle

It makes perfect sense. But nobody is perfect. Procrastination is nobody.

HAI

Blog revived!

I cannot give up.

I know my capabilities. However, self confidence sometimes can be broken down so easily.

Fuck it. One thing at a time!