it's very funny. When you're in it for so long, you don't even realise that you're going to leave it someday. Only when the people around you start leaving, then you realise that it is time for you to go too.
what am I referring to? army of course!
this month, most of my friends have already ORD. what the heck man!!! the wait for my ord date seem so far away!!! how can 2 months seem so torturous???
well, another 2 weeks and i'll be leaving 1gds... quite sad actually... i like it in 1 gds... however what disapoints me is that some of the commanders ultimately treat us as... outsiders. sad, but it's true. they made me realise i do not belong there.
i had wanted to talk to them so many times, but i suppose they won't listen anyway. their mindset is fixed, how can someone from another unit change them? it's true when they say that men are easy to control, it is your commanders who are challenging...
it's quite sad to see my commanders adopting a 'bare minimum' attitude... i really empathise with my platoon sergeant and the future pc... good luck to them!
2 more weeks left, yet so much work to do... how can i clear my leave in peace!?!? even getting a half day off seem so hard...
thanks to anyone who bother to read my rantings.. haha
to the one who is always supporting me, good luck for your exams!! haha... jia you!
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
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