wake me up... when september ends....=p

hai.... how suay can a person be?

my birthday falls on my 24km route march... how to take off?!?!?! hhhaaaaiiiiiiii

the next week will be their field camp... hahaha tekan like siao!

some of the pl1 guys were caught playing soccer... this is the first time i'm so angry that i lost my rationale.... whew i think they see my face also scared ah... reli leh... i can feel my heart beating furiously.... i think even one of my sergeants was scared... hahahha

anyway, they got one of my commanders in trouble la... so they're confined til tml... sigh ... their last weekend before field camp and still do this kind of stupid thing....


one of my commanders (who's gonna ord soon) asked me : sir you don't go chong one ah? how come so guai?

hmmm... how do i answer him? muz i go chong to blend in with the in crowd? it's our personl preference wad... i dont like going there cos it wastes my money, my time and can sometimes stir shit wad... (ie i get too drunk and start to tackle any person with breasts)...

den i'll probably die a more horrible death... lol

but seriously, i dun mind going once in a blue moon la... but every 2 weeks or so den go... wa you dun feel tired meh?

hmmm maybe my life has always been a eventful journey... my life cannot twist and turn unexpectedly... i cant stand it when such things happen and i cant control it... everything must go smoothly as expected...

yup... i'm lidat... but i'm trying to change... realised that life's alot more than just a script... we hold the crayons and our life is a blank canvas for us to doodle on....every meaningful thing we do will result in an even more beautiful picture...

sunday morning...

it's 8am on a sunday morning.... just spent my sat afternoon with my dear and had a quarrel about an issue that we always kbkp about... but in the end... everything's nice and happy and everyone lived happily after la... haha

well... these few months i'm gonna be broke...

july there's joann's bdae... dun even think i can book out wor... sorry man...so i wish you happy bdae first ah

august my dad's bdae... i think i'll treat him to a karaoke session ba...

september is MY bdae....

and my brother's bdae... he wants a k750i leh.... haiz

and tammy's bdae...

sigh.... how to save money lidat?

mabbe i shld become the nkf ceo ah...

hmmmm... the feeling when you look at a person you love sleeping is so....nice...=)

next two weeks gonna be field camp soon........ sian ah.....................................

run run away ya...

wa lau... i never felt so unfit in my life!

today went to run with the recruits.. thought it will be a breeze... turns out that they're improving faster then expected... though i'm very happy for them.. it also means that i muz go train harder liao... the last 2 weeks i haven been training... haiyo slack liao slack liao...

so to get my IPPT GOLD!?!?!?

200 leh... try la try la...

well mabbe this weekend i'll finally move into my new room and tidy up abit... mabbe that will give me some motivation to go and buy my hi fi... but hor the dinner already cost me 120...

i dun understand why nsf muz go for such dinners... no point what we'll just eat and go... leave the mingling to the regulars...

principles....

principles are the moral values that you hold true to yourself... in every decision you make... it will be guided by your principles... i sincerely hope that all my decisions made follow my principles... but i know that sometimes it may not be so...

as we grow older, we may find that the world is forcing us to put aside our principles for the sake of convenience. is it reli viable? will you feel happy? mabbe in the short term it helps... but in the long term you will find yourself lost... lost in the world where everybody else is trying to take advantage of each other.. where everybody else tries to backstab each other...

must we reli resort to that? i feel that as long as you have this set of personal principles in you... your inner core which will never change... i strongly believe that whatever decisions you make... you will not regret them... nobody can find fault with you... even if they do... you yourself know that you have upheld your own integrity and your own principles...

for now... i'm still struggling to adhere to my principles...

story

well.... rather long nv blog liao...

today kana arrowed for scolding session by higher hq...

for wad? why muz you do that for? juz because YOUR boss screw you upside down? come on la... can you stop thinking you're so mighty and invincible? well i understand that mabbe your job's at stake but still, i'm sure you should have some common sense and integrity right?

do you reli feel so good that you're able to use your rank to impose your views on me, that is i've done something wrong and you're gracious enough to forgive me?

fuck you.

first of all, we have been doing the same thing since dunno when. no one pointed out that we should go down personally to check. second, what's the big deal about sending this first before the other shit? what exactly is the big deal? cos that'll give you a call from EVEN higher hq that'll promise to squeeze your balls?

i'm damn sure i abide by my own principles and i have ensured that everything within my tour of duty is taken care of.

sometimes, the way this place works is reli..... inbearable. but i dun care. i pity you though. i wonder if you're reli worth your rank. anyway, i may be wrong.

just my moment of anger.

back to camp. tml cdo. MABBE there will reli be someone checking on 5bx. hahhahaha

miss you babe.... it's great to see you.... especially since my weekend is like just 12 hours... but okie la treasure the time more hee....

third time!!!!!!!!!!

basket this is the third time blogging cos of the stupid server... TMD!!!

anyway... thanks kelvin for tahing my lesson today... didnt know that i muz conduct the lesson today... hai... thanks 2ic!!!

gonna refurish my room with tv and hi fi!!! yeay!!

my dear's going taiwan tml... hope she'll enjoy her time there... i think she will la... taiwan's a great place to shop and eat!! haha asked her to help me buy some comics...

well... sourcing for my tv and hi fi now.... any recommendations?
tv : $400 (29") tcl i think got...
hi fi: $500 to 600... hai a denon one cost 1k... so i guess that's out of qtn... mabbe a pioneer one lor or philips... or yamaha... aiya...

wa lau, just now i just innocently told my dad that i'm having foot rot... den he suddenly come up with a super sure work plan on treating it. Try it at your own risk.

step 1: get some rice wine, slather over white paper and use it to cover the affected area.

step 2: drip ooil over a rolled up newspaper and light it. (Not KIDDING!)

step 3: use the flaming newspaper and whack at the affected area. (I'M NOT BLUFFING! I RELI KANA THIS!!)

note: obviously, you'll feel heat on ur foot...

step 4: repeat steps 1 to 3 for the other foot.

well, they say that my foot looked better. to me, they looked the same, only smarting a little from the flames.

oh well, at least the itching stopped.

back to camp, tml is saf day...