what the hell happened to my tagboard??

aiya, screw it

the other day, she said "what has happened to your dreams? I don't see how you can achieve them with what you are doing now."

That really hit me in the face, between the eyes, on both my cheeks, right up the arse.

Really, what have I been doing?

Focus. Action. that is all I need.

Thank you.

what a headache.

my night seems to be my day.

i really don't know what the hell am i doing.

i'm supposed to be a role model, yet i am doing all this shit.

fuck, can i ever get my priorities right?

can someone just destroy my computer? and tv? and comics?

you must do your best, it's not the time to play now!

the pot calling the kettle black.

I went back to my hall after the meeting. I had wanted to pack my clothes and get the hell out of there.

But, something made me stay. As I was doodling on my book, I thought of what I have seen, done and heard this week.

People are so warped up in their own worlds that everyone else is still a passer by, even if he may be your class mate for the next few months!

Goals, visions, motivation... it is true, life is not as easy as it seems...

Pretty girls are everywhere, but there's only one who has always supported me all this time...

hey, they may wear shorter skirts, but you have a much bigger heart!

no worries, eyes on books and books only, not b@@bs...


hahahahhahahahahhahahaha

cheer up okie?

Buck up too bro... you seem to be slacking...

Hai, spent the whole of Saturday sleeping due to fever.... kns...

but anyway even without the fever I'll probably still slack my time away ba.... haha

Well, my 2 tuitions have finally ended... hopefully they'll do well for their exams! Better not disappoint me!

Many project deadlines looming, lessons don't seem to end, exams is just round the corner, whatever aims that I planned in the previous few posts seem so distant, my procrastination keeps me from work, my laziness prevents me from studying, my fear stops me from even taking 1 step towards my goals....

Come to think of it. Could it be that because I have subconsciously linked my goals to that (sobering) experience, that's why I am even more reluctant to work towards it?

CANCEL. CANCEL.

My goals are mine. They will still exist regardless of that crap shit fuck up crap.

So, I really need to plan my goals now... really.... even though i have been saying that to myself for a week...

ok let's make a mini declaration here... perhaps this will let me really plan!

Things to do tonight:
Plan my main goals
Plan my mini goals until end of year

OOOOKKKKKKKIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE......

back to work!

sorry this post is really jumbled up, i'm just typing whatever that comes to my mind... btw i got the 1st edition of adam khoo's "i am gifted so are you" self help for 2 bucks.... quite an interesting read....

ok enuff crap.