Hai, spent the whole of Saturday sleeping due to fever.... kns...

but anyway even without the fever I'll probably still slack my time away ba.... haha

Well, my 2 tuitions have finally ended... hopefully they'll do well for their exams! Better not disappoint me!

Many project deadlines looming, lessons don't seem to end, exams is just round the corner, whatever aims that I planned in the previous few posts seem so distant, my procrastination keeps me from work, my laziness prevents me from studying, my fear stops me from even taking 1 step towards my goals....

Come to think of it. Could it be that because I have subconsciously linked my goals to that (sobering) experience, that's why I am even more reluctant to work towards it?

CANCEL. CANCEL.

My goals are mine. They will still exist regardless of that crap shit fuck up crap.

So, I really need to plan my goals now... really.... even though i have been saying that to myself for a week...

ok let's make a mini declaration here... perhaps this will let me really plan!

Things to do tonight:
Plan my main goals
Plan my mini goals until end of year

OOOOKKKKKKKIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE......

back to work!

sorry this post is really jumbled up, i'm just typing whatever that comes to my mind... btw i got the 1st edition of adam khoo's "i am gifted so are you" self help for 2 bucks.... quite an interesting read....

ok enuff crap.