i am glad i finally stopped and faced the problem.

no more running away.

i'm ... relieved.

for far too long, i have let the tides of fate bring me to my next destination in life. How many times have i fought against it?

Most of the time, i am contented to let the waves bring me along.

I am glad that i am finally facing up to it.

I remembered a person writing this in his blog: I am the master of my destiny.

How true.