it is 1.49am on a wed morning, and i am waking up 4 hours later to go to school.

yes, i am at home. yes, i have a hall too. wasting money? yes i am. haha haha

i just realised that i'm really out of shape. ya, i know i look slim and stuff, but looks can be deceiving. I ran to NEC from my hall, around 100m away. yeah, a few upslopes here and there, but i felt like i'm running a freaking marathon!!!

and my legs ACTUALLY feel sore now!!!!

NBCBKNN

hmmm, on a more serious note...

events this few days made me realise the importance of money. More specifically, the importance of having/earning your OWN money.

the freedom to do whatever you want

the freedom to splurge on whatever you want

the power you feel when u know u can afford it

of course, need to be sensible about spending right?

i wonder if i insist on spending more because i want to prove that i can afford it?

the male ego is sometimes a pain in the ass...