one of my bmt friends just passed away.
you never realise how fragile a life can be until it happens when you least expected it.
my condolences to his family, relatives and loved ones.
it's reli a pity, he has a bright future ahead of him.... sometimes, life's so unpredictable...
guys and gals, please treasure the people you love and don't take them for granted....
dear God, please look after him...
Thursday, June 30, 2005
Sunday, June 26, 2005
going back camp liao lo...
almost 1am, and i'm online...
sometimes, civilian life is so much fun and free that i just dun feel like wasting any of that time away... but i need to sleep soon... i got to get the 1st ferry tml or else...
just watched "series of unfortunate event' with my dear... quite a nice show surprisingly... haha... okie i'll be honest: i thought that it would be a bad show alrite?
she's not feeling very well these 2 days.... hope she'll recover after a good night's rest...
now then i realise that people are not as simple as they seem... most of the time they can be cursing and swearing at you in their hearts and still smile and joke and laugh with you.... well i dun give a shit about what you think man... i know i'm in the wrong and i've apoplogised... i'll always be sorry for that but please dun get other people involved and hate them too... they're innocent and should not be subjected to your criticism, even thought you dun have any right to do so.
can't we just live in a world where there is no hidden agenda and feelings? why can't we be naive once again and live in the picture perfect world when we were young?
sometimes growing up isn't such a good thing, but i believe that it will make me stronger....
okie eyelids are weighing at least 1 ton now... good nite everyone... it's back to my extended family of 49 members tomorrow....
sometimes, civilian life is so much fun and free that i just dun feel like wasting any of that time away... but i need to sleep soon... i got to get the 1st ferry tml or else...
just watched "series of unfortunate event' with my dear... quite a nice show surprisingly... haha... okie i'll be honest: i thought that it would be a bad show alrite?
she's not feeling very well these 2 days.... hope she'll recover after a good night's rest...
now then i realise that people are not as simple as they seem... most of the time they can be cursing and swearing at you in their hearts and still smile and joke and laugh with you.... well i dun give a shit about what you think man... i know i'm in the wrong and i've apoplogised... i'll always be sorry for that but please dun get other people involved and hate them too... they're innocent and should not be subjected to your criticism, even thought you dun have any right to do so.
can't we just live in a world where there is no hidden agenda and feelings? why can't we be naive once again and live in the picture perfect world when we were young?
sometimes growing up isn't such a good thing, but i believe that it will make me stronger....
okie eyelids are weighing at least 1 ton now... good nite everyone... it's back to my extended family of 49 members tomorrow....
Saturday, June 25, 2005
i'm so dead...
well, it's 6am now... so what am i doing online at 6am on a saturday morning? HAI
i'm such a pig.... how can i just fall asleep and leave everyone hanging there, wondering where i am? the worst thing is, i couldnt be there for her when she needs me... what the hell... how coem this kinda thing always happen to me one.. mabbe i'm a pig in my previous life... hah
so how can i gonna appease my highness? AARRRGGGHHHH!!! i'm done for...
i'm such a pig.... how can i just fall asleep and leave everyone hanging there, wondering where i am? the worst thing is, i couldnt be there for her when she needs me... what the hell... how coem this kinda thing always happen to me one.. mabbe i'm a pig in my previous life... hah
so how can i gonna appease my highness? AARRRGGGHHHH!!! i'm done for...
Friday, June 24, 2005
FINALLY OUT!!
well guys, i'm finally out!! yup yup... if you guys dunno, i'm also confined with the recruits ... they booked out last nite, but the commanders have a life run and seminar and happy hour today... so yup now finally all is over!! my precious weekend....
anyway during the life run, was thinking some random thoughts and comments and fantasies...
Scenario 1:
there was this sergeant who has this cocky attitude. while i was doing duty he was attitude to the max... seriously, i've nv loathe a guy that i've never seen before man... so during the run he was in front of me...
me: hey d!@khead! you reli think you're so good at running? eat this!!!
ran past him leaving him eating dust and smelling my fart...
of cus, that's a fantasy... the fact is that he is in front of me all the way... oh well.... bleah
anyway during the life run, was thinking some random thoughts and comments and fantasies...
Scenario 1:
there was this sergeant who has this cocky attitude. while i was doing duty he was attitude to the max... seriously, i've nv loathe a guy that i've never seen before man... so during the run he was in front of me...
me: hey d!@khead! you reli think you're so good at running? eat this!!!
ran past him leaving him eating dust and smelling my fart...
of cus, that's a fantasy... the fact is that he is in front of me all the way... oh well.... bleah
Friday, June 17, 2005
once there are 2 identical cows in 2 identical caves. One day, a wolf came and ate the cow on the left. WHY!????
cos the cow on the left is super sway..... lol
okie okie... well today had a lecture cum admonishing session by our CO. he's not pleased with the incidents that happened recently and made sure that we understood his tough stance on negligent commanders.
It certainly woke most of us up. truthfully, sometimes we just go through motion and treat recruits indifferently. whatever happened to the professionalism that commanders should possess? while i do not think of myself as 100% professional, i always try to make sure i'm professional enough during my duty. sometimes, our complancency can cause injury to our recruits. a lesson well learnt.
everyday is a new day to learn.
discipline, team spirit, positive attitude...
these few days have been quite boring. feel like taking night off someday. hee den can spend some time with some beloved gal...
cos the cow on the left is super sway..... lol
okie okie... well today had a lecture cum admonishing session by our CO. he's not pleased with the incidents that happened recently and made sure that we understood his tough stance on negligent commanders.
It certainly woke most of us up. truthfully, sometimes we just go through motion and treat recruits indifferently. whatever happened to the professionalism that commanders should possess? while i do not think of myself as 100% professional, i always try to make sure i'm professional enough during my duty. sometimes, our complancency can cause injury to our recruits. a lesson well learnt.
everyday is a new day to learn.
discipline, team spirit, positive attitude...
these few days have been quite boring. feel like taking night off someday. hee den can spend some time with some beloved gal...
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
sir i not feeling well...
nowadays if anyone tells me that, my heart will skip a few beats. when such emphasis being placed on the tagging of recruits with injuries/ status, nowadays i think that the focus of bmt has shifted to safety at all cost.
i agree that such measures taken are very good and should be implemented. however, i think that this system in its infancy is causing some administrative chores now. i believe that every recruit should be tagged if he has status, perhaps a computerised method of doing so will be a good idea?
just my 2 cents...
okie back to more light hearted topics...
arrrgh i wanna go overseas suddenly... haha one of the lao jiao sect com going to disrupt tml... how i envy him man...anyway...
i got a new phone! k750i... and i dropped it during 24km route march.. wad a cock...
my heart froze and my balls dropped when the phone slipped out of my hand... now there's a small dent on the side... hai heart break leh...
bought it before its official launch @ 490 2 yr plan singtel... after trade in of n6610 @ 200 bucks! haha... i'm lucky la.. but now the price all dropping liao... hia nbm buy liao den forget it lor...
random thought of the day: actually it's okie to have a good working relationship... not everybody will be your friend... as long as we can work well together... i suppose it's okie la...
seriously being an officer now... i kinda missed my frenz in ocs tj ahs... hai
i agree that such measures taken are very good and should be implemented. however, i think that this system in its infancy is causing some administrative chores now. i believe that every recruit should be tagged if he has status, perhaps a computerised method of doing so will be a good idea?
just my 2 cents...
okie back to more light hearted topics...
arrrgh i wanna go overseas suddenly... haha one of the lao jiao sect com going to disrupt tml... how i envy him man...anyway...
i got a new phone! k750i... and i dropped it during 24km route march.. wad a cock...
my heart froze and my balls dropped when the phone slipped out of my hand... now there's a small dent on the side... hai heart break leh...
bought it before its official launch @ 490 2 yr plan singtel... after trade in of n6610 @ 200 bucks! haha... i'm lucky la.. but now the price all dropping liao... hia nbm buy liao den forget it lor...
random thought of the day: actually it's okie to have a good working relationship... not everybody will be your friend... as long as we can work well together... i suppose it's okie la...
seriously being an officer now... i kinda missed my frenz in ocs tj ahs... hai
Monday, June 13, 2005
today i went for night off.
quite a number of people gave remarks and expressions that seem to tell me that i shldnt go for night off.
oh well.... i suppose i will be like this if i'm not booking out... hee
but i kinda pity my recruits though... 3 weeks confinement... hai
anyway, my night off is well worth it... haha finally got to spend some time with her...
50 guys under me.... 50 names to remember... i'm like so dead... i'm not good with names man... hai ... booking in 2330 tonite... which means i only have 15 min more........ let me guess... when i book in, they'll ask me "eh got buy any food?"
me: no
them: wa lau... !@#$%^
haha... routine liao.... tml got boss's address... hope nothing cock up cos i'm do!!
okie must go liao... hmm this post's rather mundane hor... aiya wadever la this week dun think can book out liao cos sat i kana duty... sian... sometimes i just lost sight of my purpose here... how? officer wad... everything also muz be professional rite? lead by example...
i truly believe in that.. but can you please cut us some slack? i'm human too... can you please let me make mistakes without critizing me? looks like my self worth must reli be there for me to survive....
aiya balls la i'm toking cock .... blur liao haha
Thursday, June 09, 2005
GRENADE!!!
live grenade throwing is smth that i dread the most in bmt.
as a commander, you have to be at the frenade throwing bay to guide the recruits. Thank God that i'm still in one piece. Let me share one true life scenario :
recruit: permission to enter the bay sir!
me: enter
recruit takes up position and prepares to take out grenade.
me: how come your hands are shaking? are you okie?
recruit: sergeant tell me to tell you that i'm a very dangerous man...
my balls went up to my throat.
me: yeah, i can tell... just keep calm and think back on the grenade throwing drill you went through just now ok?
recruit: the practice grenade lever flew off as i removed the safety pin...
(for those who dunno, when the lever flew off, the grenade will ignite in 6 secounds)
I almost fainted on the spot.
me: okie... now let me show you how to hold the grenade carefully...
it's very impt not to stress such recruits out by screaming at them... after all my life is in their hands...
so after much practice..
me: THROW!
recruit threw the grenade successfully. I thanked God, Guan Yin, Allah, Di Zhu Gong Gong and the rest of them...
i survived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
as a commander, you have to be at the frenade throwing bay to guide the recruits. Thank God that i'm still in one piece. Let me share one true life scenario :
recruit: permission to enter the bay sir!
me: enter
recruit takes up position and prepares to take out grenade.
me: how come your hands are shaking? are you okie?
recruit: sergeant tell me to tell you that i'm a very dangerous man...
my balls went up to my throat.
me: yeah, i can tell... just keep calm and think back on the grenade throwing drill you went through just now ok?
recruit: the practice grenade lever flew off as i removed the safety pin...
(for those who dunno, when the lever flew off, the grenade will ignite in 6 secounds)
I almost fainted on the spot.
me: okie... now let me show you how to hold the grenade carefully...
it's very impt not to stress such recruits out by screaming at them... after all my life is in their hands...
so after much practice..
me: THROW!
recruit threw the grenade successfully. I thanked God, Guan Yin, Allah, Di Zhu Gong Gong and the rest of them...
i survived!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
some thoughts...
my 1st batch of recruits juz graduated... i watched their parade... i'm just like the proud father of 44 ... seeing them march past is so........ hmmm
later on.. a few of them came up to me and said thank you sir. a simple gesture, yet i felt so touched.
perhaps i nv did enough for them... they are my 1st batch of recruits... i reli hoped they enjoyed themselves in bmt under my charge...
(oh, some of their sisters are vv pretty... just a random comment la... =p)
next batch will be the ptp batch... much more interaction... stress...
my specialists are reshuffled... hope this team will be as great as the previous team...
tml my 2nd batch of recruits will be coming in.... please God let me have a god start!!!
later on.. a few of them came up to me and said thank you sir. a simple gesture, yet i felt so touched.
perhaps i nv did enough for them... they are my 1st batch of recruits... i reli hoped they enjoyed themselves in bmt under my charge...
(oh, some of their sisters are vv pretty... just a random comment la... =p)
next batch will be the ptp batch... much more interaction... stress...
my specialists are reshuffled... hope this team will be as great as the previous team...
tml my 2nd batch of recruits will be coming in.... please God let me have a god start!!!
my first...
hey, it's me... reli ... it's me ... khoo say wei posting a blog...
wad the hell for??? he?? of all the pple in the world?
yeah... me lor... actually blogging sound quite fun la... juz that i'm super super lazy to do it... until now... when i have some time to do up a blog before reporting for work tml...
oh well... updates on me.... seems that i reli reli have lost contact with so many of my dear frenz...
i'm now working in tekong... a king maker!
still with her...
still as blur as ever...
still easily bullied...
still the same old me...
as insensitive as ever... always nv keep in touch with frenz...
hmmmmmmm saw the redang pics from toogees... sometimes reli envy them... seems like not too long ago i was part of that gang too... am i still included? haha
mmy ocs frenz... how are all of u?
my ncc frenz...
dear...
suddenly... i find myself so warped up in my world that everyone is fading away...
just a sudden random thought =)
wad the hell for??? he?? of all the pple in the world?
yeah... me lor... actually blogging sound quite fun la... juz that i'm super super lazy to do it... until now... when i have some time to do up a blog before reporting for work tml...
oh well... updates on me.... seems that i reli reli have lost contact with so many of my dear frenz...
i'm now working in tekong... a king maker!
still with her...
still as blur as ever...
still easily bullied...
still the same old me...
as insensitive as ever... always nv keep in touch with frenz...
hmmmmmmm saw the redang pics from toogees... sometimes reli envy them... seems like not too long ago i was part of that gang too... am i still included? haha
mmy ocs frenz... how are all of u?
my ncc frenz...
dear...
suddenly... i find myself so warped up in my world that everyone is fading away...
just a sudden random thought =)
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